I just want to hold you and kiss you and never ever let you go. I am making the appointment for euthanasia if he makes through tonight. I tried staying strong for him… but it is so hard. The tears are flowing now… :’(
One of my best pals is dying… He has an out of control tumor that will not stop. I don’t believe in death really, not of the soul and I am holding him, and letting him know that as soon as he is ready to let go… to let go. He is such a trooper and holds on so tight. Still drinking water. I hope he goes peacefully in his sleep today or tonight. I am surprised he even lasted this long.
Animal companions are for eternity, he has been with me and will stay with me forever. He will come back to me in some form or another. He has been such a beautiful medicine in my waking life, and truly a little gem.
I love you my darling Swagga.
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